Because of my desire to study seriously, I returned here at our condo unit last Monday. I've been living alone since then. Cleaning the house, cooking for myself, and studying. It felt good living so independently, and be able to things for myself. Aside from that, it give a whole day to study and concentrate on stuff. I didn't go to any mall, rarely open the net, and never turned on my TV. Well, my cd player would be turned on all day, because I love music and it helps me relax. I sleep when I feel tired, and want to rest. Ok, I do eat put with friends, hell, I don't want to really isolate myself from the world.

My mom would call and check up on me everyday, or if she didn't, I would call them instead. So I still have a connection with my family.

A friend ask me, "don't you feel lonely living alone?" Well, not really. You see, living alone doesn't have to be lonely. You can do alot of things. Hang out with friends, if you want to. Or catch a movie, watch Tv, surf the net, or go to the mall. There are alot of things that could entertain you.  Before, I watch movie with abunch of friends, eat out with them, or just hang out with them. But I also go to movie house alone. I eat out alone. So I guess it gets to say that I'm already used of being indepedndent. As for the moment, I'm just serious about preparing for the Borad Exams.

It's been a while since my last blog.... Well, being a graduating student, i had to focus on my studies and cope up with my lessons to able to make sure that I would be able to graduate. And hell, I DID IT!! I'm finely done with my college years. I graduated last April 2. Not with honors, but hell, it was a great feeling!!

After four years of hardwork, i've finally able to reach the end. But hey, I'm gonna miss alot of people. People who have help me along the way, people who have been with me through thick and thin... through joy and pain... through failed quizes and passed subjects.

Anyway, the fight is not over for me. I still need to pass the Licensure exams!! Anyway, I know I can do it! Especially with people supporting me, and praying for me!!

Starring: Won Bin and Jang Dong-gun

We watched this Korean movie at school during my Literature class. The movie was titled Taegukgi. It was a war movie. It was a great war movie. The cinematography was great. The camera was moving too much. I know that in war movie camera movie a lot, but this movie gave me a little headache. But aside from this, I really enjoyed watching the movie. It had a deep story, not your ordinary war movie. It was a really touching movie. I’ve watched a lot of war movie, but this one really touched my heart. After watching the movie, tears were forming at the corner of my eye. And to think that this was in Korean, I had to read the subtitle to understand the story. But still, even with this set-up the movie was able to reach out to me. Not just to me, mind you, I was watching in class. Most of my classmates were touched by it too, even the guys. Some of my girl classmates were already in tears at the end of the movie. One of my guy friend said that he also had tears that was forming in his eyes. It was quite a funny scene, finding some of your classmates were in tears because of a movie.

        

Two more days, and I can’t wait. I’ve waited for almost a month to watch the movie Sweeney Todd. It would be in out in theater here starting this Wednesday. Ever since I’ve found out that Johnny Depp would portray the lead role, Sweeney Todd, I’ve been excited. Ok, I’m a Johnny Depp fan. Well, because I think his one of the most versatile actor of this time. I admire his talents in acting different variety of roles. Well, I’ve first watched him in Sleepy Hollow with his portrayal as Ichabod Crane. Then the next movie I watched was the first of the Pirates of the Caribbean sequel. I liked his portrayal of Jack Sparrow, but that movie wasn’t the reason I liked him so much. It was after I watched Secret Window and Finding Neverland that I started to adore his acting skills. I’m in such awe how he could play all those roles with each having a different type of personality. In Finding Neverland, he had a much serious role as Sir James Barrie, a character far from the famous role he played in POTC. He could jump roles in different genre of film. He could be in action such as in Once Upon a Time in Mexico. In comedy like in Pirates. In a kiddie movie like in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. In thriller such as in “In Hell” and “Secret Window”. A more serious and dramatic role like in “Chocolat” and “Finding Neverland.” Hahaha… Told you I’m a fan. After watching Finding Neverland, I decided to watch some of his older films. Ok, here is the list of his movies that I’ve watched.

1. Sleepy Hollow
2. Pirates of the Caribbean: Curse of the Black Pearl
3. Secret Window
4. Finding Neverland
5. In Hell
6. Chocolat
7. Charlie and the Chocolate Factory
8. Corpse Bride
9. Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man’s Chest
10. Pirates of the Caribbean: At World’s End
11. And soon, Sweeney Todd: Demon Barber of Fleet Street

---just felt like answering these questions...

write your answers underneath the
question.
The answers are at the bottom, BUT
don't cheat.
Then repost this for others to
answer.

1. which color is better red, black,
green, blue, or yellow?
╩ blue

2. your first initial?
╩ k

3. what month were you born in??
╩ september

4. which color do you like more,
black or white?
╩ black

5. name one of your friends?
╩ joy

6. your favorite number?
╩ 11

7. do you like flying or driving
more?
╩ flying

8. do you like a lake or the ocean
more?
╩ lake

 

- answers-

1. if you chose:

red - you are alert and your life is
full of love.

black - you are conservative and
aggressive.

green - your soul is
relaxed and you are laid back.

blue - you are spontaneous and love
kisses and affection from the ones
you love and give good advice to those
who are down.

yellow - you are a very happy
person..

2. if you're initial is:

a-k - you have a lot of love and
friendships in your life.

l-q - you try to enjoy your life to
the maximum & your love life is soon
to blossom.

r- z - you like to help others and
your future love life looks very good.

3. if you were born in:

jan-mar - the year will go very well
for you and you will discover that
you fall in love with someone totally
unexpected.

april-june - you will have a strong
love relationship that will last
forever.

july-sept - you will have a great
year and will experience a major
life-changing experience for the
good.

oct-dec - your love life will be
great, and eventually you will find
your soulmate.

4. if you chose:

black: your life will take on a
different direction, it will seem
hard at the times but will be the best
thing for you, and you will be glad for
the change.

white: you will have a friend who
completely confides in you and would
do anything for you, but you may not
realize it.

5. this person is your best friend.

6. this is how many true friends you
have in your lifetime.

7. if you chose:

flying - you like adventure.

driving - you are a laid back person.

8. if you chose:
lake - you are loyal to your friends
and your lover and yourself are very
reserved and not emotional.

ocean - you are spontaneous and like
to please people sometimes.

emotion test.. don't cheat

I can't believe what was happening, wasn't it just weeks back when we were all rejoicing due to the success of our show last decemeber. Now all are shocked by the events that happened last week. Things in our org table have been stolen. We don't know who did it. Whatever his/her reason is, this event had brought the bond of our org in a shaken ground. It could be someone that goes in and out of the orgroom. It could be a person who just went into the org room. It could be anybody. But I can't believe it would be one of ours, I don't want to believe it is one of us. I trust everyone, we're like a family. But the fact can't be dismiss that it could be one of us.

I had this very awful dream, a nightmare. The weird thing about it is it was about a guy classmate of mine when I was in elementary, we call him Mcneil. Well, I haven't seen the guy ever since we graduated elementary, haven’t even heard from him for years. Ok, the guy did really mean things to me when we were kids. There was a time he tripped me and embarrassed me in front of the class but that was way too old for me to dig into. I might have wanted to get back at him for the things he did to me but hey it was long pass due, we were just kids. Anyway, even though he was such a bad ass, I don't want to see awful things happen to him, especially not in my dreams. Even though it might be nothing, I still hope that I could have a way of finding out if he was ok, that nothing bad as my dream happened to him. I’d just pray for his safety.

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I can’t understand. I’m falling into a deep sadness, and I don’t know why!! Is it because I feel sympathy? Or may be because I long for some understanding myself? Why the world sometimes don’t care, that I really can’t understand. I mean, we are all people and yet we seem to be blind to the needs of others. I had just talked to my mom on the phone and she told be about the experience of her friend.

 My mom has this friend, her name was Leah. She has 2 kids, one was a teenager and the other was 10 years old. And they lived on their own. Yesterday, the teenager had a severe asthma attack, and was turning blue. So she rushed her kid to the nearest hospital. But that wasn’t what bugged me so much. As she was trying to bring Kai to the hospital, no one in the neighborhood helped her. They saw that she was struggling and NO ONE dared to help her! They just looked at her! Mga USI!! Just hearing it on the phone, I was crying! I just wished I was there. I longed to give her comfort for the pain that she felt.

 And because of her panic, Ate Leah unintentionally left her 10 year old kid at home. She just realize it after her kid texted her and told her how the kid had cooked rice and opened can goods to serve as food. No one even bothered to check on the kid. For Christ sake, it was just a 10 year old kid! Good thing the kid is very independent. The mom did a great job raising that kid! But still my heart ached for the family, I can’t help it. Anyway good thing I was not there, because I want to yell at those people of how insensitive they are.

 My mom was able to visit them and provide support for ate Leah. She also prayed for Kai. Anyway, my mom told me that Kai is in ICU, and recovering right now. And I ask you people to please pray for the family. May they be able to pass through this. Pray for Kai’s continuing recovery!

 I hope we all learn to be sensitive of each other’s needs.  

Life... Just got home from school! What time is it? 7pm?! Tired! it's been a busy day at school, and yet I still have alot of school work to do. I'm tired but still i have alot of responsibilities as a student. I still have to earn my grades.

Anyway, I've been alone here in our condo unit since Friday. My bro didn't have classes today, and he felt sick so my mom fetched him here last friday. I guess he'll be beack by tomorrow. The funny thing is, I think I'm getting used to the idea that I am alone in this condo. I get a lot of things done. And the place is a lot cleaner than when my bro is here. Hell, what do you expect from a teenage boy! I don't have to clean every now and then because I'm able o maintain the order of things!

Anyway see yah guys on my next blog!!